unassumed with myself

Did you ask me if I cared?
I didn't quite get your story. Mostly cause I'm writing one myself.
It's about a boy. So beautiful. So bold. And I can't seem to get him off my mind.
You see, I've become a world that he hasn't journeyed before and vice-versa, showing each other the splendors found without.
And when we find adventure, challenges are fought, and everyone is happier with the prizes that we've bought.
Did I ask you if you cared? I probably didn't. But thanks for listening anyways, it really means a lot.
Perhaps you don't get the story and may be working on one yourself.
And if you aren't, I hope you get the chance.
You sure can't have mine.

this is what it is...

it's trembling hands that hold your heart.
not scared to drop, just afraid to lose.
i'd rather wear it on a sleeve, than keep it inside my pocket, cuz i want you to see i'm proud to have it.
make promises to me that i'll bleed only for you
tell me that i'll get to keep every tear you drop
and in turn i am eternally yours.
you're so close to me. so close that i get lost in your eyes.
so close that i don't have to breath cuz you're breathing for the both of us.
so close.
so steady my trembling hands when you leave no space between our lips.
when our tongues dance to the music that only we can hear.

Broken Boy

i'm not in love no not again
i'm not falling for your schemes
if you make me, you'll have to mold me with the exact specifications
and only then would it be a copy.
you want me? you say you want me. why do you taunt me?
tease me, please me, stab me with your care.
i'm a broken boy inside this shell and time will tell if the pieces will be reassembled.
next time you decide to feed me meaningless blank lies
(insert line here)
and then all i have to do is erase it.
.... or save it and process it over, and i might believe you.
but i'm not in love no not again
i'm not falling for your schemes....
................................................................ well maybe.

if Love can transpire through Dreams

like Fall brings the leaves down, i long to fall too
he walks slowly passing through scene.
i follow beside him, embracing his hand.
my brown eyes stare deep in his green.
the day is glowing orange dancing to a slight breeze
we laugh, we talk, we smile
his scent is seductive, it overpowers me
i've been inhaling him for a while.
in a matter of seconds, he's gone from my mind
he walks slowly passing through scene.
like Fall brings the leaves down, i long to fall too
this special momentary dayDream.

Risk

your heart is rythming drums in my ears
and every breath you take is a sign that we're alive
if you hold me forever, would we live forever
cuz that's a risk i'm willing to take.
your laugh is a lyric in every song you sing
and every smile you make is a ray of sunshine
if you hold me forever, would we live forever
cuz that's a risk i'm willing to take.

We see with our hearts

inside of myself, I stand to the world
where others will falter, I'll heed strong and you'll never know the wiser
for emotions are kept in a locker kept tight
and only in dreams can you find the combination.
focus my power, then forward I'll go,
these obstacles can only prevent so much.
for when the time is now, it will have been worth the wait
hope will go flying freely in days as long as weeks.
in weeks as long as months.
in months as long as time.


in time, dreams will come true.